![]() So I would have to say that I’m learning day by day and I’m in search of the knowledge. And like I said, back to the last question about unconventional family, she said to me, ‘You basically started a tribe and you’re the leader of that tribe so you better start acting like it.’ So the tribe is really coming together. I’m accepting help from her friends who were very close to her. So, knowing that I’m trying to step into my mommy-daddy role and also accept help. I don’t think that a man could ever fill the shoes that a mother fills. I would say I’m putting in the work I have to put in to really be able to really fill shoes that are almost impossible to fill. If you try to control them, it’s going to push them further away. You’re not going to be able to control them. Then they told me that you can’t be controlling. I would describe myself as a bad listener. And I can say I probably was a judgmental person a-not the best listener. I constantly let them know I’m here to listen and I’m not going to judge y’all. I had to let them know I’m here to listen. To make sure that they can speak to me about anything and they’ll know that I’ll really listen and they know I won’t judge them. So I went to different women and I asked them what could I do to be the best father that I can to my girls. SEE ALSO: Diddy Mourns Kim Porter Again On IG, Twitter Has Reactionsĭiddy on raising women… I was really concerned about that. And even if I don’t know what to do, I just ask myself, ‘What would Kim do?’ You know, if I had time and we were alone, her focus was her kids. Of course we would have our conversations as friends but if there was time. We never really had conversations about anything else but our kids. I knew that I was ready to do what I was supposed to do if something like this would ever happen, from all the conversations that we had. But I knew that she was training me for this. I’ve never actually felt emotions like this. The mother protective is a little bit way crazier than the father protector. I had immediately tap into my feminine side and that protective side. The lens I have as a father was combined with the lens of a mother. It’s nothing else that really matters from a mother’s perspective. But from a mother’s perspective, the kids come first and that’s it. ![]() But of course, there would be a couple of dates, some things I would miss because of my work. And now, as a full-time father, the level of presence that I have now and the level of patience that I have. I took for granted that something like this could happen.ĭiddy on tapping into his feminine energy to become a better father… Everything’s about the kids. I definitely took for granted that she would just be with me forever. I don’t have no regrets about how things went. I wasn’t being all the way honest with my love for her, to myself and even to other people I was in a relationship with. I feel like when I had said on social media-somebody said, ‘You should have married her.’ And I said, ‘I played myself.’ And it was in many reasons. Diddy on whether or not he has any regrets about anything that happened in the relationship… No I don’t say I have regrets.
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